Stones.

A moment of perfect clarity, I knew who I was for the first time for a brief moment of time, it was amazing.
A moment to look back and relish.
And reveal in the fact that the world makes sense or made sense.
even if it was for just a moment.

What if illusions are all we get?
What if they are not in fact illusions But just...visions of Clarity?
What if they are the only victory we can have?

The ultimate chemical combustion.

You're still numb, how long till the pain starts ripping bits of your heart?
How long until it burns white hot?
How long before it kills you?
How long until you are reborn A different person, not better or worse than before, just different?
With scars to remind you to think twice before stepping into the fire, and of course you won't. You can't.
You need the pain and the death just to feel alive for a little while, And all the pain in the world won't stop you from hunting for the feeling you felt, before you crashed and burned into the ground.
And dreamt of flying again.

Hello madness.

 Hello madness, how have you been? I missed you.

 Keepin busy man you know me, you?

 The mask keeps slipping, it's becoming harder to keep it together man.

 That's bad, try harder.

 I'am, I'am. How about a new one?

 Can't do man, you know that.

 Should I burn it then? Why? It had everything you wanted, everything you asked for.

 Fuck you man, I know that. But it's slipping man its slipping fast, I can feel it again, I can't have that, not  again. Never again.

 That's what you said the last time, don't fuck with me man.

 How about the new one, in which there's nothing about me? A new completely parallel to what I am.

 That'd mean killing you.

 Exactly. *smiles*.

 I always liked you, you crazy motherfucker!

 Let's go, it's coming again.

Pirate.

The pirate could see with both his eyes
but the truth made everything else seem like a lie
everything became easier with his eye one closed
The world lost dimension thoughts became actions
Nothing else matters, nothing ever did
he was a pirate and this was his ship.
The cane whipping the air crashed on his back
the patch fell out, reality crept back.

untitled

In a land far away full of grass and lemon drops sings an angel to the stars
The angel longs to fly away
far away from 'tis sad world fly away from her worldy joys and trifle sorrows
She sings to the gods she wants her wings back, to fly away with the bluebirds On her back somewhere over the rainbow and far away where dreams really do come true.
She'll leave soon and leave my world dark again, the only light inside my gloom she'll let me hurt again.

The aftermath

things that eluded me once are clear now
etched in skies like brazen stars
burning with the knowledge of a thousand suns
its fading now the light so bright
oh! the delight comforting me,numbing me
its fading away,leaving me a mess,
I can't think straight,the ride's over i'am losing already this is it the aftermath,can't stop now,must have more

Dark side of the moon

Come over on the Dark side of the moon where the angels dance and croon where I'll be waiting just for you